I have all these things mixed up inside me.
I want to do so many things in life, I want to achieve something, be someone. My thoughts...
A writer, basically someone who can document everything in his view, especially a writer with ideas, to be successfull, one must be full of ideas. Ideas are not something you are born with, although for some people it's a natural gift.
But for those/most of us, ideas is something you can learn to develop more importantly is the follow-up of an idea...
1. the development/design
2. the planning/structuring/blue print
3. the implementation
4. the maintenance
All these are critical factors/steps in making sure an idea can come to life.
Maybe now I should point out my idea, I should design it, document it, take the necessary steps to make my idea come to life...

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Again for the ..th time I did not succed in making this body & mind go to work effectively...
Keep that in mind, and mind you if you(I) have another spare time like this one.. do make an effort of getting some little thing done..

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim..